Hey little readers, 3rd semester of foundation going to start soon.
I'm not quite sure whether last sem I've done good enough to maintain my scholar.
Oh well, it's not like it's a full or a half scholar. Might as well, pay fully this semester @@

I've been updating myself with news lately, by news I mean drama LOLS
Okay, I've been watching few dramas lately.(this 3 weeks sembreak)
I've done nothing but watch those soapy drama..
All that had made me cried so much.. That brings back those high school and collage life of mine. First of all, my current favorite,

1. Pinocchio (피노키오)





Honestly, this is my first drama that cast by Lee Jong-seok. 
(but not Park shin-hye fyi)
His acting is great and highly brought out. I can see he's a great actor.
I don't admire him by physically , but I like his acting tho! He's great.

Silly Lee Jong-seok ! That wig tho !! XD

*The first drama I watched that cast by her is in " Stairway To Heaven "
I'm not impressed by her acting until now.. 
So, tbh I'm only looking forward for this drama is because of the high rating and the storyline. 

It's such a warming winter-ry drama.
It touches your heart the way people lies for gaining fame and popularity.
And how little lies that human brings out could have such big impact to the society. (ESP via social medias )
Lies are like a snowball effect, that could completely affect people in many ways.  

BTW, the other cast, second male and female lead.

* Lee Yu-bi and Kim Young-kwang *

 Okay, first of all despite that Lee Yu-bi 's mum is an actress
Her acting is quite fresh and still have many improvement needed to be noted.
But who I am to judge LOL.. My first experience of her is in The Innocent Man.
In that drama, she's the sister of Kang Ma-ru aka Song Joong-ki
She handle the character very well (as a annoying sister) HAHA
well, in Pinocchio she's still playing a bubbly but yet annoying (but in cute way :3 ) reporter ..

For Kim Young-kwang tho,
I don't remember him before this drama.
But I can be sure that I watched he's cast in quite numerous of drama.. (Good Doctor & Love Rain too?)
I can say, he improve quite alot after all those drama (as KE-LE-FEH ,small character) XD

Not to mention that WITH THIS DRAMA, they won quite alot of award !

Year	Award	Category	Recipient	Result
2014	27th Grimae Awards	Best Actor	Lee Jong-suk	Won
	SBS Drama Awards	SBS Special Award	Lee Jong-suk	Won
		Top Excellence Award, Actor in a Drama Special	Lee Jong-suk	Nominated
		Top Excellence Award, Actress in a Drama Special	Park Shin-hye	Won
		Top 10 Stars	Lee Jong-suk	Won
			Park Shin-hye	Won
		New Star Award	Kim Young-kwang	Won
			Lee Yu-bi	Won
		Netizen Popularity Award	Lee Jong-suk	Nominated
			Park Shin-hye	Nominated
		Best Couple Award	Lee Jong-suk and Park Shin-hye	Won

Watch it yourself, and you will find this drama quite anticipating and worth waiting drama A___A




2. The way we were (16個夏天 / 16个夏天)

I don't know this drama exist until I watch the Taiwan (Taipei 101) Countdown festival 2015 on TV.
All the cast came to promote the show (TV series) .. I felt curious and yet bored at the same time..
so I watched the first episode of this Taiwanese Drama..

My stereotype is that Taiwanese dramas are usually too cheesy and annoying..
but this is not, This is all about youth, friendship and life.
TBH, I like this kind of drama -_-

FROM LEFT: Jason Tsou, Tiffany Hsu, Weber Yang, Ruby Li,Melvin Sia

I dont know what else I have to write.. as this post is getting longer
Bye. Good Luck.

The word "Moving On" sounded so sarcastic whenever I've been told by anyone including me.
I never wanted to leave the circle. I know that I'm still not stupid enough to go through all the drama all over again. Pull in, welcomed, torn apart, forgotten, push out. Again and again. You're not getting any tired of these drama eh?

Stop being naive. You're just pretending to be someone else and acting like a person you yourself doesn't even like. Pretending someone who might get to be accept and be just like them.

From the first time you wish to and get to fit in, its a whole wrong starting.
You show all of you, inside out.
some people say you're just being real and stupid for giving people sees all your weaknesses.
some said that it's good to you, yourself. Letting them to accept your everything. Not faking out to be someone else.
whats the point of not being the real you? If you are faking they will accept u fully just because u can truely adapt what they like what they dislike what they wanted you to be.
is it wrong that I cant adapt and pretend to be somebody or some friend (characteristic) just to fit in the group?

Why does everytime I put myself into these again?
I like being fit in, perfectly.. But nothing is perfect even I PRETENDED.
I pretended to be bubbly,
I pretended to be happy,
I pretended to be caring,
I pretended to be bold,
I pretended to be good,
I pretended to be nice,
I pretended to be perfect.

I feel stupid and at the same time grateful
That I am stupid enough to show my emotion to whom I cared
Grateful that people shows me their true color too

I no longer wanted to disguise
not because of the tiredness.
It's because I tried, and the acceptance of me is rejected.
If I give up without trying is my fault, but if I've tried and then fall down.
Then that's how I've motivated to stand up and stop repeating the same reason that made me fall so hard and hurt.

at least I've tried. I've been happy before. I've to be more courage and move on.


 

They said, I'm not there when I need them.
But where are you guys when I need you?

They said, I weren't a good friend.
But are you sure you are?

They told me not to be afraid if you fall down, they will catch you.
But they just leave you behind.

They said, we must keep our promise and stay together.
But you are the one who broke the promises.

You hurt me first.
But why am I the one who should be keep forgiving keep apologizing keep get scolded for all these things?

You remember my bad. But do you remember my good?
One mistake, you judge me for like forever.
It isn't fair.
It's not my duty to serve you.

Remaining friendship isn't one person's responsibility , but both.
Thanks for walking pass my life and forgotten me.
I know where I stand.